Young Man River: What a Decade on the River Looks Like

Kris Millgate

He arrived a decade ago. Dark, brown hair with curious eyes to match. He skipped crawling for wading and chooses riverbanks over bikes. He pesters his brother, questions his parents and runs wild as nature intended. This is Young Man River. 

Cast

Afternoon sun catches a narrow band of glinting metal in his mouth. His retainer that, for once, he’s not fiddling with. His hands are busy in a shallow backwater on Idaho’s South Fork of the Snake River. It’s day one of his three-day float. He’s caught a dozen Yellowstone cutthroat trout in the last hour. His dad knows right were to rig him with his reelless tenkara rod. A small rod for shallow pools waded by short legs.

He picks big bugs and throws them with the chuck and duck grace of a 10-year-old. A 10-year–old who’s been fly fishing for longer than he’s been growing out that shaggy, hockey hair busting out of his ball cap.

Row

Bed head is tucked under the hat on day two. He’s working on his neck tan while he’s on the oars. The river spreads wide and flat. Safe for him to play captain. He’s oars in to slow the float.

Orange Gatorade mustache. Green Ninja Turtle sunglasses. Shirt off. Lifejacket on. Weather kissed from his healthy shoulders to his bare feet straddling the anchor release. He stands often, just like his dad does. His keen eyes choosing the best line he can see over the nose of the boat. 

A bald eagle lifts from a cottonwood tree on the left. A bull moose steps out of tall willows on the right. He’s playing tour guide as he rows. Too bad pandas don’t live in Idaho. His year-end school report on black and white bears would provide an interesting list of know-it-all banter for the fishers on his summer-vacation vessel. If only the banks grew bamboo.

He tucks one oar under his leg and chugs juice like it’s dad’s beer. Next, he grabs a handful of seeds, tucks them in his cheek and returns to double fisting the oars. He manages small steering corrections like he was born on a boat, but backstrokes take everything he has. 

Nap

No fishing or rowing for the boy on day three. The river turns relentless in its braided, rolling pattern. Dad’s on the oars. Mom’s fishing out the back. Big brother’s digging in the cooler for yet another something sweet to snack on. Young Man River living in a bold, rescue-red lifejacket for three days crawls onto the tiny platform in the bow of the drift boat. He’s still sized to fit in the little, yet sturdy, triangle comfortably. He’s spent and this is his favorite cubby come naptime. Hat low, sunglasses snug, dirty feet dangling. The weave of the water rocks him to sleep like the baby he is despite his manly display of fish caught and miles rowed.

 

About the Author
Tight Line Media CEO Kris Millgate is a bold storyteller, but she wasn’t born brave. Millgate, an outdoor journalist born the same year as the Endangered Species Act, grew up painfully shy and afraid of beards. She spent a decade in TV news before starting Tight Line Media in 2006. With three decades of multimedia storytelling, the Emmy-winning reporter traverses the country in search of dynamic topics. She’s outgrown her shy side too. She talks to strangers daily and she hangs out with beards often.

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At first, it was enough to just know where it was. Seeing it once or twice a day on my dresser reminded me both of the trip, and the penny’s potential. Finally, on the way out the door to another fishing trip, I put the penny into my pocket as a way to curry favor with the fishing gods. When I thought about where the penny had come from, I figured it might have a little bit of a fishing mojo after spending so much time in the lake. The trip was a success and the penny earned a permanent place in my pocket.

Over the next year, I dutifully moved the penny from pocket to pocket as I went about my life, making sure to keep it safe and close by for those moments when I needed a blast of luck. At times, I’d pull it out and flip it. Heads meant I was on the right track. Tails meant I needed to slow down. Other times, I’d fidget with it as I thought through a problem. Eventually, I could tell how my life was going based on how clean the penny was. A bright, shiny penny meant I’d been thinking a lot. A dull, grimy penny meant I wasn’t as worried about things. 

It was, as it turned out, a pretty great year. The twelve months that I held on to the penny weren’t always easy, but things were moving in a fantastic direction for my family and me. I know the penny wasn’t the cause of that luck. But I still attributed a good amount to it, just in case.

When I returned to Onaman Lake a year later, the penny came with me. For the most part, it was there because it was always in my pocket. But a part of me felt like I should return the penny to the lake, to give back what it had offered me over the preceding year. The closer I got to the return trip, the stronger the feeling became. The superstitious part of me knew that keeping the penny wasn’t an option. Real or not, you don’t tempt the gods. If nature offers you something, you respect the gift and give thanks. If you say you’re going to return it, you follow through. 

That thought followed me all week as I thought about what to do with the penny. I found the answer to my problem on the windowsill of the cabin. In the middle of a handful of change left by another guest was another American penny, this one from 1960. I would have preferred another 2023, but this was better. It was older and had acquired more experience than the one I had. It would do nicely as an offering. 

As I watched the older penny sail through the air, I thanked the lake for the year that had been and the one that was coming up. I’m almost 100% sure I would have been fine either way, but as an angler and a naturally superstitious person, I think it always pays to err on the side of caution. It costs so very little to give back, to honor the resource. Just about a cent in fact. 

You don’t tempt the old gods.