Paradise Found

Shawn Swearingen

Early in our marriage, before kids, I ventured to a Potomac River tributary to hone my fledgling fly fishing skills while my wife trained for marathons on the Mt. Vernon Trail. Though far removed from the cold trout waters I frequented with conventional gear in Oregon, the warm tidal river was an ideal out of the way place to practice casting, presenting the fly and setting to hook to the awaiting bream, bass and even tilapia. 

Knowing I was falling into the rabbit hole of fly fishing, and enjoying it, my friend introduced me to an old bachelor fishbum friend of his, telling me I needed to fish a specific tailwater not far away, and that I should, “Give Steve a call and he’ll point you in the right direction.” A few short years later, with a mentor-mentee relationship developing, Steve the old fishbum was showing me passed over backwaters of suburban Maryland that held a lot of wild fish. 

Unknowingly, runners and cyclists passed by a world class spring creek. Sworn to a blood-oath of secrecy, I joined Steve armed with a small box of flies, extra leaders and tippet, and 4 wt rods where a former railroad line was converted to a bike and running trail, traversing a shallow valley. Bewildered looks from passing pedestrians in the parking lot were common as we strung our fly rods. Steve was always paranoid of anyone watching where we stepped off the trail, so we were careful to make sure any joggers had rounded the bend before we stepped off the gravel path parallelling the winding ribbon of creek and set off looking for fish.  

The gurgling haven is fed by springs interspersed throughout its course. At places it is flanked by gentle hillsides covered in hardwood forests, in other places the creek passes by the pastoral homes of long-established Maryland horse farms, meandering its way to Baltimore’s nearby reservoir. 

It was only early summer, too early to be casting small wayward grasshoppers, but it was certainly warm enough for ants and beetles. Drifting and stripping streamers through the deeper pockets was always in the mix, despite being considered a ‘dark art’ to many fly fishing purists. 

While we leap-frogged around bends and logjams, Steve offered a forecast on terrain ahead and stories of his past trips to the stream; a ‘football’ sized brown trout stalking the cut bank; a shallow riffle with overhanging branches that held smaller but eager trout. A distant tractor drove through neighboring pastures and provided a steady metronome for the required short casts. The passing breeze was gentle enough on my back to cool, yet soft enough not to cause wind knots in 5x tippet. 

The hidden paradise provided opportunities to sharpen technical skills and practice reading waters, while the hungry smallmouth bass and brown trout rewarded the efforts. The spring creek was a home for both species of fish. At times rogue ‘stocker’ rainbows made their way into the mix from the reservoir downstream. 

The cool outflows of the springs bubbled against my legs while wading past; a welcome relief as the air grew warmer during the day. The springs kept the creek temperatures moderate even during the hottest of summer days and ice free during the coldest stretches of winter. 

Moving through the afternoon, we popped back on to the gravel trail to make our way to another stretch from time to time; the creek making curving and weaving routes toward the trail and away. Our sneakers squeaked water out of the soles with each step we took out of the stream. The occasional pedestrian only passed on the periphery of our minds as we looked towards the next bend.  

We turned around and ended the day with creek-temperature beers, waiting where we had left them, under a rock near when we first left the trail. A can of pilsner quenched my thirst before the last of the walk to the trucks. Sitting on the bank we watched a few rises downstream and toasted to having won a few tussles, while only losing a few flies to the hands of interfering limbs. I was thankful for a mentor and the pockets of wilderness that remain, waiting to be discovered.

About the Author

Born and raised throughout the forests and farms of Oregon. The 9-5 work life led Shawn to the D.C. area in 2008, a few short years after college at Oregon State. Writing about the outdoors is one of the ways he is able to cope with living in the suburbs of Northern Virginia. Shawn is also into call making, wing shooting, gardening, fishing, and introducing his two young sons with his wife to the great outdoors in hopes to do as well as his parents were able. You can find Shawn on Instagram @shawn_swearingen.

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At first, it was enough to just know where it was. Seeing it once or twice a day on my dresser reminded me both of the trip, and the penny’s potential. Finally, on the way out the door to another fishing trip, I put the penny into my pocket as a way to curry favor with the fishing gods. When I thought about where the penny had come from, I figured it might have a little bit of a fishing mojo after spending so much time in the lake. The trip was a success and the penny earned a permanent place in my pocket.

Over the next year, I dutifully moved the penny from pocket to pocket as I went about my life, making sure to keep it safe and close by for those moments when I needed a blast of luck. At times, I’d pull it out and flip it. Heads meant I was on the right track. Tails meant I needed to slow down. Other times, I’d fidget with it as I thought through a problem. Eventually, I could tell how my life was going based on how clean the penny was. A bright, shiny penny meant I’d been thinking a lot. A dull, grimy penny meant I wasn’t as worried about things. 

It was, as it turned out, a pretty great year. The twelve months that I held on to the penny weren’t always easy, but things were moving in a fantastic direction for my family and me. I know the penny wasn’t the cause of that luck. But I still attributed a good amount to it, just in case.

When I returned to Onaman Lake a year later, the penny came with me. For the most part, it was there because it was always in my pocket. But a part of me felt like I should return the penny to the lake, to give back what it had offered me over the preceding year. The closer I got to the return trip, the stronger the feeling became. The superstitious part of me knew that keeping the penny wasn’t an option. Real or not, you don’t tempt the gods. If nature offers you something, you respect the gift and give thanks. If you say you’re going to return it, you follow through. 

That thought followed me all week as I thought about what to do with the penny. I found the answer to my problem on the windowsill of the cabin. In the middle of a handful of change left by another guest was another American penny, this one from 1960. I would have preferred another 2023, but this was better. It was older and had acquired more experience than the one I had. It would do nicely as an offering. 

As I watched the older penny sail through the air, I thanked the lake for the year that had been and the one that was coming up. I’m almost 100% sure I would have been fine either way, but as an angler and a naturally superstitious person, I think it always pays to err on the side of caution. It costs so very little to give back, to honor the resource. Just about a cent in fact. 

You don’t tempt the old gods.